DawnPartain

RECALL NOTICE: The Maker of all human beings (GOD) is recalling all units manufactured, regardless of make or year, due to a serious defect in the primary and central   component of the heart. This is due to a malfunction in the original prototype units code named Adam and Eve, resulting in the  reproduction of the same defect in all subsequent units. This defect = has been identified as "Subsequential Internal Non-morality," more commonly known as S.I.N., as it is primarily expressed. Some of the symptoms include: 1. Loss of direction 2. Foul vocal emissions 3. Amnesia of origin 4. Lack of peace and joy 5. Selfish or violent behavio

do you ever feel completely and utterly invisible? ever feel like you are screaming at an empty room? ever feel completely and totally alone? ever feel like you could disappear and not be noticed? ever feel like a waste of space? ever feel like you are a speck on a wall? ever feel like you could just vanish? i do.

Why is it that every I put effort into something, I fail? Why can't i just focus and work and do what needs to be done ? Why do I get so easily distracted, and fearful now, and scared, and lost. I'm terrified of tomorrow, terrified of today, terrified of the future. I hate every second and fear every moment, I can't even breath, can't even think. So now I stop, I give up feeling, give up emotions. Both have destroyed me and will not control me anymore. I block out the pain, the fear, the regret, the tears. Block out all that does not make me perfect. I stop searching for a way out, and just block it all out. That which I don't feel, can't hur